My Eldest

by beth on April 27, 2010

He has always been a sen­si­tive, sweet & full of emo­tion kind of kid.  He’s always think­ing, his mind never rests it seems, as he strives to under­stand the world around him.  When I catch him look­ing out the win­dow or read­ing his books, I am reminded of him as a baby.   In those moments of quiet I remem­ber what it was like when he was once so small and would have the same look on his face.  And I can’t help but want to give him lots of hugs & kisses & tell him how he is my sweet lit­tle baby.  Even if I hear “MOM STOP!  EWWW!!!  I’M LIKE A BIG KID NOW.”  Because I real­ize what my Mom always told me, “No mat­ter how big you get.  You’ll always be my baby.”  Even if I was all “MOM STOP!! EWWW!! I’M LIKE A BIG KID NOW.”  I really get it now as I watch my own chil­dren, I really get it.

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1 Jackie @ 3 Little Ones April 27, 2010 at 11:07 am

such a cute photo! there are days I dread my kids getting older b/c as much as having them all young right now and it’s labor intensive, they still think I’m the best and love to give hugs & kisses. there is a day they won’t be so responsive to cuddling and I know I’ll miss that…

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2 beth May 4, 2010 at 9:37 am

But I think if we do it right & show them what love is, they will one day come back & be responsive. Even if they cringe during those teen years.

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3 Kristy April 27, 2010 at 3:25 pm

Awwww, look at that picture! Precious! He looks like an old soul.

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4 beth May 4, 2010 at 9:37 am

He is an old soul, at the core of his being is the very intense but loving way of looking at the world.

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5 Kate April 27, 2010 at 4:10 pm

I’m still my mother’s baby, she just takes it alittle too far with grounding me if she thinks I deserve it, and then I have to remind her I am a grandmother! My kids will always be my babies no matter how old they are.

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6 beth May 4, 2010 at 9:39 am

Wait, Moms can still ground us even after we have kids & grandkids? Why wasn’t I informed of this?

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7 MommyNaniBooboo April 30, 2010 at 4:08 pm

I so get it too!
ANd mine isn’t even 2 yrs old yet. But he doesn’t want me to hold his hand anymore…
I remember him as just a little worm who was always snuggled up at my chest.

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8 beth May 4, 2010 at 9:39 am

I loved the little snuggly on the chest phase. They are so small then & content just to snuggle.

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