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Riding The Waves of Life

by beth September 9, 2011

After decid­ing to out myself as suf­fer­ing from post­par­tum depres­sion after the birth of our fourth child I knew going into hav­ing a fifth child peo­ple would won­der about my health.  More specif­i­cally my men­tal health. It only makes sense that peo­ple would ask about how things are going.  Usu­ally when they ask it’s with […]

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New Low

by beth May 24, 2011

(band is Mid­dle Class Rut, song New Low) I’m going to be hon­est. (Deep breaths…) I’m a lit­tle (or more than a lit­tle) wor­ried about what will hap­pen when Baby Girl makes her world debut. I don’t want to go back to how things were after D-man. The real­ity of post­par­tum depres­sion is one that I […]

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Postpartum Depression Can Still SUCK IT

by beth February 21, 2010

It’s been a while since I wrote my kiss off let­ter to post­par­tum depres­sion & I’m still not 100%. I’m bet­ter than I was, I’m stronger & have more per­spec­tive but 100% I am not. I’m close, really close to being able to just be me again all the time.  But there are days I […]

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2010 Reflecting Forward

by beth December 29, 2009

2009 is nearly over. 2010 is lit­er­ally right around the cor­ner. It feels like this year is com­ing in with less fan­fare than some years past. It doesn’t even have any cool songs, like 1999 had. We got to lis­ten to that going into 1999 and leav­ing it. Although I had the flu going into […]

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